Music

Anyone who knows me, knows that I love music... so you shouldn't be surprised that I'm posting more lyrics. These lyrics have really got me thinking:

Megadeth - A Tout Le Monde

Don't remember where I was
I realized life was a game
The more seriously I took things
The harder the rules became
I had no idea what it'd cost
My life passed before my eyes
I found out how little I accomplished
All my plans denied

So as you read this know my friends
I'd love to stay with you all
Please smile when you think of me
My body's gone that's all

A tout le monde
A tout les amis
Je vous aime
Je dois partir
There are the last words
Ill ever speak
And they'll set me free

If my heart was still alive
I know it would surely break
And my memories left with you
There's nothing more to say

Moving on is a simple thing
What it leaves behind is hard
You know the sleeping feel no more pain
And the living are scarred

I think that sometimes I let life get the best of me. I let the little things bother me to no end and they usually end up eating me alive. The most recent example would have to be my car. I guess procrastinating the general maintenance and repair only leads to costly repairs. What I thought would be a $691 repair, turned out to be a $1,043 repair when it was all said and done. It's nice to have my car, but definitely not nice to have to spend all that cash on it. Luckily, I have a supportive boyfriend that helped me so it didn't hurt the checkbook quite as much. Work gets to me too. Sometimes things are out of my control and I just can't let them be. I form an opinion and I can not let it go. I guess I really stink at giving people second chances. Good or bad? I don't know, just a part of who I am.